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Dimes for a Time

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If I had a dime for every time
That you were so stuck on my mind
I'd be rich enough to fly away
From all the memories of this place
But even then I'd know I couldn't escape

I'm stuck on a constant replay
A never ending, burning heartache
Keeping me wide awake at night
I can't even say goodbye long enough
To close my eyes and  finally sleep
I just wanna fall asleep!

You are my insomnia
The reason for my insanity
Once my cure, my only sense of stability
Now you've broken my reality!
Split, my heart is hoping
That you will pick up that phone
And call me back, back into your sweet arms...

Yet even though I have lost it all
I still know with clarity that you are gone for eternity
So I'll sing these sad songs of pure serenity
Pouring out my soul for you
To never hear, falling upon your deaf ears..

Back then, days like these were my fears
But now that they are so real
God damn this cant be real!
I wish I could tell you how I feel!!!

If I had a dime for every time
That you were so stuck on my mind
I'd be rich enough to fly away
From all the memories of this place
But even then I'd know I couldn't escape

I'm stuck on a constant replay
A never ending, burning heartache
Keeping me wide awake at night
I can't even say goodbye long enough
To close my eyes and  finally sleep
I just wanna fall asleep!

You are my insomnia
The reason for my insanity
Once my cure, my only sense of stability
Now you've broken my reality!
Split, my heart is hoping
That you will pick up that phone
And call me back, back into your sweet arms...

Oh, these delusions can never be
So I delude my world, trying to be free
Deeper into the THC, I beg for more
More of this emotionless state
Pure, drug induced bliss
Is my way of saying, fuck this

Fuck this hurts so much
To never again be yours
Never again be yours
Never fucking again...

You are my insomnia
The reason for my insanity
Once my cure, my only sense of stability
Now you've broken my reality!
Split, my heart is hoping
That you will pick up that phone
And call me back, back into your sweet arms...
Almost a year, and my heart still hasn't healed. Like, fuck time should heal. :r
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